I may seemed strong. But i am not ! Trying to put aside all this but i just can't.. Why can't i be stronger abit and control my tears from flowing again. Hoping that what i saw and heard was not true.Maybe this was a dream and i should wake up now and stop dreaming about the past. I just can't face the reality. Its hurtful ! Can our love be found again? Let fate take course ba. Probably he dare to accept anymore. But he seem to be leading a great life without me. How could i face him?

Wishing hard make me fall even greater ``